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    7/29/2007

    way back into love

    That's what i exactly wanna say...
     
    Way Back Into Love
     
    I've been living with a shadow overhead
    I've been sleeping with a cloud above my bed
    I've been lonely for so long
    Trapped in the past, I just can't seem to move on
    I've been hiding all my hopes and dreams away
    Just in case I ever need em again someday
    I've been setting aside time
    To clear a little space in the corners of my mind
    All I want to do is find a way back into love
    I can't make it through without a way back into love
    Oh oh oh
     
    I've been watching but the stars refuse to shine
    I've been searching but I just don't see the signs
    I know that it's out there
    There's got to be something for my soul somewhere
    I've been looking for someone to shed some light
    Not just somebody just to get me throught the night
    I could use some direction
    And I'm open to your suggestions
    All I want to do is find a way back into love
    I can't make it through without a way back into love
    And if I open my heart again
    I guess I'm hoping you'll be there for me in the end
     
    There are moments when I don't know if it's real
    Or if anybody feels the way I feel
    I need inspiration
    Not just another negotiation
    All I want to do is find a way back into love
    I can't make it through without a way back into love
    And if I open my heart to you
    I'm hoping you'll show me what to do
    And if you help me to start again
    You know that I'll be there for you in the end
     
    a song of <music and lyrics>
    7/20/2007

    以前的梦。。。

    好几年以前,梦见在奶奶家的老房子的二楼楼梯上,我拿着砍刀,砍好多人的脖子..
    就像以前玩的阿拉丁手里拿着的那种刀...怎么砍也砍不动,只有一点一点的血...
    然后那些人突然都没有面孔了,并且浑身都变成了白色,就像蒙了一层胶皮的罩子,所以砍上去那种质感那种手劲儿还是比较筋斗的。
    现在想起来还是觉得挺恶心。当时是被吓醒的。

    去年梦见,我跟我爸我妈在一个岛上,碰上当地有什么比赛,他们都说英语。每个外来人都要和当地人组成一组参加比赛才能离开。我们和一个小孩一队,外来人必须按照当地人说的去做。突然我们到了一个树林,类似原始森林的那种,我记得那个小孩长得极其可爱,但是表情极其冷酷。他对我们说让我妈和他结婚,虽然很不情愿但是我们也别无选择,然后他就拉着我妈的一个手指头带着我们走。突然又到了一开始分组的地方,那应该是那个岛上的一条主路。有很多人,还有不听命令被抓起来的外来人。这时候突然天黑了,我们就往高处有好多火把的地方走,周围一片漆黑。这时候我突然觉得脖子后面很冷,立刻意识到是有枪顶着我。突然那支枪又变得很热,我立刻又意识到是炸弹。周围的人好像也发现了那个炸弹正在燃着的火星。就在所有的人的吵闹声都达到极致的时候,炸弹突然爆炸了。我又被吓醒了。
    前年还梦见过在一个树林子里,一个老太太给我一条活鱼,结果鱼肚子里面有定时炸弹,我就在梦里体验到了听着嘀嗒嘀嗒的声音然后被炸死.死了以后还能看见自己的尸体。
    吓醒...